Dilemma

Feel stressed ever... dont like the job but wanna prove my perservance.  This month is my last chance. let's see...

ANYBODY...

Eight o'clock already, when I was leaving the office. I tried calling a couple of friends, no one can have dinner with me. What a weird (but depressed) feeling.  It could be common in a city like this. But hey, is there anybody? I had nuggets on Moss burger, but having a stomach ache right now...

looking for passion

upset and depressed about the work, which is not a good thing. And I realised that management is really a serious topic.Those who are on the position should read some books (Drucker, probably). Or it's hard to lead the team. But maybe people like me (I guess I am kind of sentimental , plus sensitive) are not suitable to be in this postion. I think I am diligent...or it's just my assumption? I wanna travel...again

Because you love me~must listen

On my way home, I just listened to the radio, as usual, very loudly. There's a call -in which appealed my attention. A man wanna request a song for his wife for their third anniversay. He said I am so lucky having you as my wife. Thanks for the daughter u gave me..and the song is "Because you love me" played on the wedding when we walked in to the church. I could help but think about myself. Is there somebody out there. really...Anyway, this is the first time I listened carefully to the song and the lyrics.
ps. damn, I hate the car accident, and the mistake I made.

FINALLY

經過無數次的歷練後, 今天終於找到落腳處了, 找到的當下沒有興奮感, 卻有種不真實, I have no idea about the feeling, maybe I just went through so many frustrations and was lost. But just keep going!對吧....

Endless interviews

明天又是一個複試了, 常常都要過著緊張的生活, 是我把自己逼太緊嗎? 都不想吃東西, 這是好還壞阿?

Thanks Sara from GQ

Thank you for encouraging and inspiring me. The few words means a lot to me esp. after so much rejection. * . *~ At least you show me the 'ugly truth'. I'll keep going. And going!