What is marriage?

Nasi and Yvonne got married. I feel isolated, like abandoned by someone else. Why the hell do they get married? Is it kind of promise or another stage of your thinking? I jsut can't imagine the day. It's scary...Or too good to be true....

mISSING IS THE VITAL PART

Pretending that I am brave, pretending I am doing well. I miss u all in the familiar place. Are u all right? I should bring some of ur pictures here.

After two weeks here

I have come here for over 2 weeks. I try to make new friends, though for me, it's would be kinda a hard thing. I try to cook,even to grab the raw meat, which I 'll never pick it up by hand. Honestly i can't say that I like the school, at least now. There are so many Asians here.
God! I really don't like the weather here.