Dilemma

Feel stressed ever... dont like the job but wanna prove my perservance.  This month is my last chance. let's see...

ANYBODY...

Eight o'clock already, when I was leaving the office. I tried calling a couple of friends, no one can have dinner with me. What a weird (but depressed) feeling.  It could be common in a city like this. But hey, is there anybody? I had nuggets on Moss burger, but having a stomach ache right now...

looking for passion

upset and depressed about the work, which is not a good thing. And I realised that management is really a serious topic.Those who are on the position should read some books (Drucker, probably). Or it's hard to lead the team. But maybe people like me (I guess I am kind of sentimental , plus sensitive) are not suitable to be in this postion. I think I am diligent...or it's just my assumption? I wanna travel...again

Because you love me~must listen

On my way home, I just listened to the radio, as usual, very loudly. There's a call -in which appealed my attention. A man wanna request a song for his wife for their third anniversay. He said I am so lucky having you as my wife. Thanks for the daughter u gave me..and the song is "Because you love me" played on the wedding when we walked in to the church. I could help but think about myself. Is there somebody out there. really...Anyway, this is the first time I listened carefully to the song and the lyrics.
ps. damn, I hate the car accident, and the mistake I made.

FINALLY

經過無數次的歷練後, 今天終於找到落腳處了, 找到的當下沒有興奮感, 卻有種不真實, I have no idea about the feeling, maybe I just went through so many frustrations and was lost. But just keep going!對吧....

Endless interviews

明天又是一個複試了, 常常都要過著緊張的生活, 是我把自己逼太緊嗎? 都不想吃東西, 這是好還壞阿?

Thanks Sara from GQ

Thank you for encouraging and inspiring me. The few words means a lot to me esp. after so much rejection. * . *~ At least you show me the 'ugly truth'. I'll keep going. And going!  

My first submission on Youtube

This is the video I uploaded on Youtube. wow, finally!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhSUvPOsn-Q

A little stupid :> but interesting!

味增湯

今天晚上煮了味增湯, 想到我在英國的日子, 常因為沒時間加上自己懶, 所以都煮味增湯再把所有的料加下去, 但是吃的時候就覺得這個真是難吃阿...想著心頭就酸酸的, 那個時候過著沒有日夜的生活, 最快樂的時間就是在床上還有早上起來喝一杯自己沖泡的咖啡, but let's life!

My new work :P

台中谷關

(1st Photograph by Hana)

I have travelled so many wonderful places that I decided to write them down and shared the pictures. This time, I can't remember all the scenery clearly, however people there impressed me. They are friendly and wram-hearted, which is quite different from people in the busy city. Autumn is coming, leaves tell me.

ps. the limited version for the beer is fabulous.

Back

Back to Taiwan . I am getting used to everything here, but start missing life in winchester...

Just back from Glasgow. This trip was awesome. I talked a lot, laughed a lot, and eat a lot. Try the Scottish beer for the first time, the taste is smooth but with fruit flavor. And talked to people from different countries, though the accent is quite hard to get. One night, I drank with Greek and Thai. How can they get high so easily? The cocktail I try is called SailorJerry, the hot clerk recommeded me. Lovely! BTW, people in Scotland are nicer and boys are Q. Can I just move to the North?

I wanna go home

Every Taiwanese keeps talking about going home. I wanna... but I have made up my mind to stay here until I graduate. Why should I so determined? I have the slightest idea. I miss all the things there, really! I hope it's the last time that I don't join the family reunion in Chinese new year...

I AM BACK

英國好冷毆((^^))

Oxford made me cry

I went to Oxford the first time. It is old, most buildings but it's appealing. But damm the weather is so .... bad. The shops, the street, especially the market. There was a music march in the afternoon when I wander around the market street. Everybody was cheered with a lovely smile on their faces and even me, a "rational" person (in some way) was overwhelmed by it. When I heard the music, I was moved and found there's tears in my eyes when thinking about the new year in home. But not sad, anyway...

Live each day like your last

That's what I have been thinking of these days... Sometimes i just regret what i have done, regret why i didn't do it, time passes.

What is marriage?

Nasi and Yvonne got married. I feel isolated, like abandoned by someone else. Why the hell do they get married? Is it kind of promise or another stage of your thinking? I jsut can't imagine the day. It's scary...Or too good to be true....

mISSING IS THE VITAL PART

Pretending that I am brave, pretending I am doing well. I miss u all in the familiar place. Are u all right? I should bring some of ur pictures here.

After two weeks here

I have come here for over 2 weeks. I try to make new friends, though for me, it's would be kinda a hard thing. I try to cook,even to grab the raw meat, which I 'll never pick it up by hand. Honestly i can't say that I like the school, at least now. There are so many Asians here.
God! I really don't like the weather here.