Saturday, 13 December 2008

Oxford made me cry

I went to Oxford the first time. It is old, most buildings but it's appealing. But damm the weather is so .... bad. The shops, the street, especially the market. There was a music march in the afternoon when I wander around the market street. Everybody was cheered with a lovely smile on their faces and even me, a "rational" person (in some way) was overwhelmed by it. When I heard the music, I was moved and found there's tears in my eyes when thinking about the new year in home. But not sad, anyway...

Thursday, 20 November 2008

Live each day like your last

That's what I have been thinking of these days... Sometimes i just regret what i have done, regret why i didn't do it, time passes.

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

What is marriage?

Nasi and Yvonne got married. I feel isolated, like abandoned by someone else. Why the hell do they get married? Is it kind of promise or another stage of your thinking? I jsut can't imagine the day. It's scary...Or too good to be true....

Friday, 24 October 2008


Pretending that I am brave, pretending I am doing well. I miss u all in the familiar place. Are u all right? I should bring some of ur pictures here.

Saturday, 11 October 2008

After two weeks here

I have come here for over 2 weeks. I try to make new friends, though for me, it's would be kinda a hard thing. I try to cook,even to grab the raw meat, which I 'll never pick it up by hand. Honestly i can't say that I like the school, at least now. There are so many Asians here.
God! I really don't like the weather here.